This is what a typical working person mindset or rather me only?
Another week passed and that lady who is suppose to thought me has officially left the company. Dumping all her workload to me. Not only that but also all those careless mistakes that she forgot to do it. Frankly speaking, my mind goes blank upon being asked where is the xxx document?
Well 7 days of teaching doesn't mean everything is taught and remembered in my brain. I still get confuse over what to do upon receiving certain papers. Certainly, i cant keep calling her to ask right? And i would probably over rely on her. I HAVE TO BE ON MY OWN.
Well probably if u follow or read my tweets you would have seen me tweeting over how slack i was. But... that was only for the first day. First day on my own. Subsequently, the work load just comes in non stop. Maybe it could be that i am still unfamiliar with the work, thus doing everything slow and steady.
Well I'm not complaining about my work, is just that i have the very stress and tense feeling after noraini left. I'm blur over almost everything. I need some time to adjust my mindset. Overall, its just a job for living. Any other job could be the same. All i want is to let my brain absorbed all the information into my brain and stay there! Time pls pass faster to key all those info into my brain. But that also means, i cant make more mistakes after that. I'm still under probation k!
Shag,
♥Queenie
