bubbles in the air

Bubbles, my life are full of bubbles now or i should say my life are always fill with bubbles. Dreaming to achieve something that it will never happened. Millions of them have burst right in front of me. Seeing them becoming soapy water and evaporating into the air we breath in. 

Only if it could turn into crystal balls when it lands in my chubby hands. When the moment it turns into crystal, the wish i had made will together turn it into real life. 

However, its hard to happen in reality. Only if, I'm living in friction stories.

i know the chance of turning it into real life is rather low, but i still wish that i will find my fairy god mother to help me go through and turning soap bubbles into real crystal balls. :D

the truck is now unloaded

You would need to go through all the obstacle and complete them before you could enjoy the holidays.

by, Faiszah

One of my classmate told me this when i said to her that I'm so looking forward to the holidays. Its the fact, we were all half dead when me noticed the drawing deadlines of all the projects. Nobody wants to fact the fact and procrastinate till the very last moment.

Now, its all done. The nervous feeling is no longer around but the tension for exams are coming up soon.

However, temporary we are all free from all those heavy burden carried on our shoulders.

I know some of my classmate are in the mist of completing their LPD presentation slide, due to our awesome leader, Ain we have already completed and submited. Therefore, we now need not freed over the completion of slides anymore and concentrating in our exams.

Lets all work hard and fly high together.

the great experience of doing TPS project

projects, projects and even more projects.

this is what my current life in school and weekends are.

rushing through all those projects to finish it on time.

this term is a little more hetic then the previous term.

even the day before CNY we need to rush for projecys.

but i'm glad that i have wonderful groupmates who is undestanding and did most of the work for us. so that we could enjoy and relax during the short holiday.

while shafiqa was complying all those invidual projects the rest of us were slacking and chit-chatting. aww, poor shafiqa.

however i think that shafiqa would rather we sitting there and talk and not seeing such mates doing nth and SLEEP!

throughout the few hours spent there he was doing this only.

gosh! ok i'm not being bad that i actually post this out, however i guessed that my classmate knew what kind of student is he playing in class already right?

as much as i wanted to disturbed him i could not stop laughing and decided to give up. haha

thanks to the both of them, espically faiszah being my entermainer in sch. i'm glad that i have such nice and wonderful classmate, and most importantly i really enjoyed doing the tps project with u guys even we  are like a little last min. haha.

hope that we could be together as a project team again soon. :))

the endless time...

time seems to past quickly, yet i just wasted all my time on watching drama's. lol. cny is such a bore to be. unlike the rest of my friends, its hectic for them. i find it just like any other public holiday just that its more than one day and which we all need to head down to my grandma's place.
i hate people asking me every year how much did u collected this year.
this question has become irrelevant this year. because my only grandpa has passed away few months back, and they all came to an agreement which this year they will not celebrate it. and each year we only visit 2 places on two different days. which mean half of the ang pao money is gone. WONDERFUL. lesser money to spend now.
tmr we all need to get back to sch and continue all our projects. omgosh. hopefully after this semester, during the holidays i can get some source of income and spend. :D
and i have already discussed with my super fat, yet cute bro that if i'm gonna work during the march holidays he will sponsor me half of the cost of my new phone. YIPPY. haha, pray hard for me in the new year of tiger.

get lost if you dislike reading rants!

at first, beginning of the week, i felt so excited abt the baking of pineapple tarts. after today, my trip to Chinatown. i'm totally pissed. at first my mom wanted to give one of my uncle who always buy us the nice bak gua during cny period. so she said lets bake pineapple tart for them if we are going to succeed. ok, then today she told me that my aunt knows that we are going to bake the tarts. and so i said since u said u are baking, then u should bake for her too. everything settled. half way, not enough dough. nvm, say bake tmr. and just know i realised that not enough to give. so i said lets buy more fillings, since the butter and flour wont be enough to bake the remaining pineapple fillings. so that we can bake more and give. AND YOU KNOW WHAT! SHE GAVE ME THE HUH, FACE.  wat the fruits can! is she go tell ppl i baking. then now say dun give all of them lor, coz if give one of my uncle nv give. ONE uncle nv give only. then bake more la. y muz all dun give?! i dun understand la. i already say if u wan bake more, tmr morning i wake up earlier to go down to the shop to get the filling, i'm ok. she dun wan! FUCK SIA, pissed off! dunno wat the heck she thinking!
and i just told her tmr u go buy the butter and all urslef AND BAKE URSELF TOO! I DUN WAN TO DO ALREADY. TOTALLY KAOS!
tmr better be a better day for me, haven't been in the good mood since yday! fuck off u irritating ppl! dun irritate me at this moment, UNLESS YOU WAN TO HAVE A FEEL OF HOW I KAO BEI YOU!

the motivation to carry on...

i feel so down suddenly, the urge of crying. lols. and i dunno why. or maybe i have been stress over too much projects already. and they are all not done yet. hope that Chinese new year will be over soon so that everything will be ending soon too. i hate this month seriously. and i pray hard that next year's CNY is in jan. so that next year's ending project wont clash like this year. cramping all those project due dates together. wah macham we like machine can, do and do non stop. i pray hard that i wont fall sick after all this projects. all i need now is some motivation to do my stuff, choco's?

anyways, i'm gonna bake again this sat. Now then i understand why pineapple tarts are all so expensive, is so much hard work to be done. hope that i will have a good out come of pineapple tarts this weekend. :))

dino turns 19 part 2

like after so many billion years i decided to upload the second part, which is from my dear aaron's cam.

below, which you will be seeing soon, are pic of how hard the cake was. and JOLENE"S FACE EXPRESION. super funny to the max. i love the part where she almost give up and just poke the knife there. macham praying like that. haha.

i love my hairdo that day, i was wearing bumpits. :)) love it.

enjoys.

oh btw if u have been reading my twitter, my 800 words will continue tmr, wish me luck that i can have the 800 words out.

group photo :)) ❤❤❤

and thats a grumpy face of me being "blame for" :(

*pouts

marcus botak! haha

wah lao i should have stand straight and take this photo!

BTW I"M AS TALL AS JIAYE OKAYYS!

i'm a tall girl. :))