26 October 2010
let me be a pollen and fly~
3rd week of sch and we are still in the slacking mode.
going to sch for a 2 hour lesson and 2 hours of slacking time seems easy life, but we wont know what will be happening next when we see all our deadlines nearing.
plus this few days suddenly, i-dunno-why i got this fear in everyday's life.
its just like u wont know what will happen next after u fall asleep.
anyways, its 4 more days and i dun know what i waner do, probably staying at home for a nice afternoon and hi-tea myself? haha
now i feel annoyed of myself, i need more money and i need a job esp for dec. or eles i cant enjoy as much as i wan in next year's march holidays after we grad.
**i always make wrong choices, decision that i regret in the end. i need a new life.
♥zongjin