22 October 2009

only if...

now everything seems like my fault already.
if yesterday was all just a dream i wish tat it never came true.
all i wanted was to cheer u up. yet in the end its the opposite. i ruin everything. i'm such a spoiler! and now i'm being blame for. ok, i cant say tat i'm like the one who went into and KPO-ed about it. i should have just let it be. its not going to happen to me anyways. so why am i such a kpo girl huh?!!! u are just a friend, leaving me alone dying in the street and u hack cared. so why should i treat u nicely back huh.
nvm wat is done is done it can never be twisted back. i have learn my lesson not to be so nice and help people already. in the end i will only get blame for those bad parts and others get claims for the good part.
anyways i'm not hopping for anything now. the more u hope the greater the disappointment is.
now then i know i'm such a loser, and i tot i was sweet at first, but when everything is not going in ur way it becomes ur fault.

i could have just ignored it.
and come to reading yesterday's post i just got said but someone too. wth! i know i forget unhappy stuff very fast but not for mow, i need some screamming now!

*i not going to entertain any comments made.