2 March 2010

heart attack baboms!

There's always a reason for me to put up these pictures.

There are up and down in life, everyone know that philosophy. But who actual take it into mind when you are at the down side of your life?
Two attacks in two constant days. Who could take it?
when you actually thought that you might be given a chance to revive, then at the critical moment something strike you hard till you almost wanted to give up.
I feel so tired now, strength-less to continue walking down my small, dark alley.
I need some encouragement now or even just a lovely hug from the personS i want.
However, without it, i still need to carry on walking on my own. At least, for a few more days and i would be able to take a long long long break from all these discouragement. As by then, what is done is done, i could no longer turn my head back and continue walking on. Maybe, the only way to revive back is to stop all the nonsense I'm doing, i mean computer's and start revising. In this way, i might have a higher chance of scoring?

I really don't know who to turn to when i need help the most.
Classmate? No.
Ex classmate? No way either.
Friends? Clique? Mission impossible.
I can't lean on anyone now.
Only god know what i am suppose to do to get it right.
Help me PLEASE...