zongjin is trying to hold back her tears but she cant.
she really cant hold back this time.
i know its time to let go. but is so hard.
his my only ah gong left... and now his gone. i only reget y did'nt i go to my grandparents house more often!
i seriously hate myself now.
wat i can do now is only to to my very best during this few days for his last furneral...
*i need a shoulder to cry now...
