23 September 2009

headed down to my grandma's hs for luch just now.
bought ice-cream for them.
and i rmb i used to buy 3 sticks of ice-cream.
remembering that my ah gong loves to eat ice-cream and is those $2.40 each kind.
and when i enter i'm so not used to it yet. i have the urge to ask where is ah gong.
and while i was eating i looked at the seat that he used to sit to have food.
suddenly that kind of feeling is weird.
now ah ma is all alone. tears just drop on her eyes. no one to argue with her anymore. and everyday all she does is to sit at the living room day dream.
i guess all these feeling we will have to get used to it one day.
now during this holiday i can do is only to visit her more often till sch reopens...

anyways i really fine now.
not that much of crying already.
thanks to everyone who cared for me.
i just need so more time to get back to that lively zongjin.... :))

*only if i were staying in my grandma hs to talk to her more.