catching up

My life is getting real bored with work, work and more work.

Not that there is a lot of work to do, but wat i am trying to say is that working took up majority of my time.

So last last sat, finally had the time to catch up with some of the peeps.

XLB at holland v, starbucks and home.

although time passed real fast when we were doing out catch up.

Well, we always have another time to contiune.

Now, i am seeing myself getting lazy-ier to do up entries here.

But, will definatly post up my last sat trip to bangkok jam.

Enjoying the food there with my dearest friend.

shall blog again soon. Promise.

<3 Zongjin

awaits

Awaiting for the right guy to love me in his thousands ways.

<3

a funny day where i lost my pass

Its FRIDAY! Out of the week, i love friday the most. Coz its the most forward looking day, where i can enjoy my weekends no matter going out or just slacking my day of at home. <3

Probably if u follow me on twitter, i posted that i finally got my staff pass after more than a month. What could be the most happiest thing is that i do not need to exchange my 1 day pass with my ic, DAILY. I lost my pass on the following day. During my tea break, how awesome could it be HUH!

So the super panic me went back to search for it. Worse out of Worse, we climbed staris down from the 6 floor canteen all the way down.

After 2 rounds of it, i gave up and seek help from my manager. She gave me the "OMG, 6 floors to climb face" and the already climb twice which equivalent to 12 floors, my legs were like jelly.

Cant help to keep laughing when we got up.

And there it was, on the canteen table floor which we sat just now.

You cant imagine all of their expression when karen, said to the rest of the colleague that aiyo, one green pass on the floor and u did not see it. After which all of them said that they should buy 4D.

Well, i was super relived that at least it was found, or eles 50Bucks eh!

Enough of my missing pass, tmr is a baking day. Actually, to be honest i kind of being lazy to bake these day. Hopefully i wont go out of interest one fine day. Coz after investing on so much equipment i do not wish to see them laying on the house without any good use. :D

<3 Zongjin

i need colours in my life

Here i am staring infront of the computer and do not know what to blog about.

Been wanting to update but well, a working life doesn't give me much entertaining life to allow me to blog interestingly.

All i do is work, home and sleep. Same goes for my weekends. Well not that i did not want to hang out a lovely Saturday afternoon at a cafe and relax chatting with my friends. Just that it is almost to the end of the month and i going broke, again. Ain't that just an excuse for majority of the girls in singapore? haha

And its still sometime away from my next pay, my very first full pay. BUT i still have to clear my debts and save some. NOT to get some branded stuff for myself as reward or for an overseas trip. This money is saved for my future studies, if i really decided to.

So money to me really matters. Putting on determination to save as much as possible! So friends, lets not go those attas restaurant and eat k. we go kopitiam. EH! coffee shop also got cheap and good food de ok! :D

Apart from pay day, going to work is the most sian part. Suddenly, there is so much things to do for the last two days of the week. I admit that i got a little stressed up when one of my colleague passed me some work, where i rarely handle and still quite unsure of it.

I know she got pissed and i got stressed. Please understand that i am still learning, this is not a everyday work. It only happens once in a blue moon. So try to be understandable.

*really starting to dislike my work environment. Not the work, but the people there. Maybe i'm still in the mindset of i treat people nice, they will too. But i'm wrong. I just wish that my weekends stays there and monday never arrives.

tangled mind

Today, Tuesday and i thought it was wed. That was my thinking only.
This week is my official 4th week of working which means exactly 1 month.
I don't know why but i feel totally down after one of my colleague kinda got a little "angry" over all those mistakes i made during work. Why i said angry is because she kinda show me her "bu nai fan" face. so i knew it.
But well, i cant totally blame her because its my part of mistake for not checking my work SERIOUSLY enough. i did double check ok! but seriously some of the work given are not taught and only refer to samples. And hello, I'm only guided for 7 working days. Who the hell would be able to get everything hands on so quickly?!
I know, i know, i shouldn't bring my unhappiness from work back home but well I'm just grumbling on her to vent out my emotional feeling today. i just need all the weekends to feel better.

*ps: don't know if i made the right choice in joining a big company where in the beginning i knew smaller companies are better in many ways.
Its time for me to give myself a serious thinking about every decision i made.

to cry or to laugh

This is what a typical working person mindset or rather me only?

Another week passed and that lady who is suppose to thought me has officially left the company. Dumping all her workload to me. Not only that but also all those careless mistakes that she forgot to do it. Frankly speaking, my mind goes blank upon being asked where is the xxx document?

Well 7 days of teaching doesn't mean everything is taught and remembered in my brain. I still get confuse over what to do upon receiving certain papers. Certainly, i cant keep calling her to ask right? And i would probably over rely on her. I HAVE TO BE ON MY OWN.

Well probably if u follow or read my tweets you would have seen me tweeting over how slack i was. But... that was only for the first day. First day on my own. Subsequently, the work load just comes in non stop. Maybe it could be that i am still unfamiliar with the work, thus doing everything slow and steady.

Well I'm not complaining about my work, is just that i have the very stress and tense feeling after noraini left. I'm blur over almost everything. I need some time to adjust my mindset. Overall, its just a job for living. Any other job could be the same. All i want is to let my brain absorbed all the information into my brain and stay there! Time pls pass faster to key all those info into my brain. But that also means, i cant make more mistakes after that. I'm still under probation k!

Shag,

♥Queenie

Week 1 of working life

Tick-tock-Tick-tock

Time is moving real fast, first week of work has officially ended and all i could say is till now, i'm coping well in the new environment.

Just that i only learnt about the news that the lady i'm replacing is teaching me for 1 week (aka 7 working days) instead of 1 month stated during the interview.

So much things to learn and so little time. There's so much steps in doing each item. Yet, i am still unable to recognise which paper to do under what section more over to refer to the right paper.

Even though she would be leaving her precious notes for me, still i need do some on my own.

And for those who did not catch my previous post, i'm working at ST Electronics, procurement department. :))

Well, the people there are eventually ok for now. Just that i have yet to see their true colours.

Manager is treating me well, friendly and approachable. There's another 2 colleague, 1 which i only saw her once during the interview and she is on leave for 2 weeks. Hopefully, she's nice to work with.

OHYA, this company is running in a very weird system. Lunch hour is 11.40 onwards and around 2.40 you can have tea break. Sounds nice yea? I think so too. :D

Next tuesday would be Norai's last day and she have already kind of "warn me" that i might have to be independent on mon. Coz, she would have to handle some leaving stuffs. :S

Yes, when i was told of her name, i got a shock myself too. she's making me thinking of CMB & WFB lessons. hahahaha.

Whatever for now, i only wished that i could survive well without her for the next weeks till i cope or adjust myself to the environment.

*From now on, i needa response over people calling me queenie. coz is kinda hard for them to call my chinese name, so yea, i introduce myself as queenie after seeing thier expression on how hard it is to pronounce zong-jin. HAHAHAHA

Thus, FRIENDS pls call me queenie from now on. hehe! :D

♥QUEENIE

Graduate lo!

Yay, we have officially graduated from bishan ite!

The graduation ceremony was kinda simple and a little boring.

But well, thats not the point, the point is all of us did a little catch up on our happenings. :D

This makes me feel that i dont wish to graduate. :((

I miss those carefree schooling days. :((((((((((

Blogging this only makes me feel even sadder to the fact that my holidays have officially come to an end and I'm starting work TOMORROW! :(((((((((((((((

The day finally arrive and i know that i have already prepared my heart to adapt to it. but, still i believe that some last min fear would still be around me tmr or rather tonight. Really hope that everything is gonna be smooth and stress wont find me so early.

Alright, back to topic.

After our graduation, we collected our stuffs and went off to clementi. The few of us were killed with our heels. For me, my recovered injured ankle hurts the next day. So we mac-ed for supper and bid goodbye to each other. All of us agreed to do another catch up soon. but probably july can? haha. never been this broke again after so long...

I need money to start falling down on me. :D

 

 

 

♥Zongjin

Last week of enjoyment

Yes, last week of enjoyment. Which relatively means i found a job. And i guess god really heard/seen my blog. Coz in the end i really took up the offer in amk. Everyone said it was so near for me. But i don't have a direct bus to it, and the changing bus part is like i have to wait for one and only bus number. which also means, longer waiting time.

Ok for those who cared about wat kind of job is that, it is a company called ST Electronics. Yea, big company. And i cant own a camera phone. shiok or wat?! So probably i'm gonna get a data phone to kill my boredom. :D To be honest, i haven really tell anyone. Coz i dun find that there is a need to spread to the whole world. Ohya, i already got my clothes prepared. Well you must be thinking so fast?! Yes, coz just nice i was already on a date with jia hui. Might as well get everything first? :D In overall, i'm gonna slack and enjoy watever i can now! Hopefully, i wont regret my choice. :))

♥Zongjin



EXWS, 4 feelings

A mixture of emotion right now.
Eager, excited, worried, scared.
My 4 major feeling right now.
Its been almost 2 months of slacking and i seriously think its time for me to move on. I need a new job. Went for interview twice last week, the last one is willing to hire me, but..... after knowing how the pay goes i'm giving it a second thought. They called and asked if i'm still interested still, i replied give me more time, by tmr i shall make my decision. Somehow i already have my ans in mind.
Well, currently only 2 closer friends know abt the interview. Coz i believed them in analysing the best solution with me. Not that my other friends wont, but well... probably they know me too well to a extent that they wont give me a good ans to it. Guess i will continue to keep a lookout in other jobs? Hopefully at least i get a chance for an interview in the amk one.

The sales company i used to work at has an event at expo and that stupid idiotic fellow put my name in. Whereby he did not even ask me and i never promised to work too! Never clean up ur backside job before leaving, waste people's time nia. My main reason for not going back is that i feel shittish, a standby worker for him. So wat's the point of going back?! wat if its like the west mall? No i'm not going to work for that company anymore again.

*where has all the good job gone to? I need one badly. may god hear me and bless me with one.

♥ Zongjin