A friendship that is ending?

First time in life, I felt that I am losing a friend. A friend that we had gone through so much together in sch and even after we graduated.

I just can’t believe that all because of a small matter causes such a conflict or was it just a miscommunication in between us? And if you are reading this (probably no? I donno) im actually holding back my tears behind. So many years of friendship and I just cannot understand why such a thing can make us or rather me so awkward to do anything with you.

But putting my hand across my heart, I’ve done my best and give in to my most to salvage this friendship. However, I don’t see that you are treasuring it. If this is so, then I won’t stop you from breaking this relationship anymore.

I’ve did my best, but I don’t see what you are trying to do to save this.

Hope you treasure what you have now instead of envious-ing what others have.

Sincerely,

Zongjin  

Left or right?

Trying my best to keep my blog alive once again.
Just know my final 2 papers results yesterday.
Giving myself a pat on the shoulders for all the hard work for the last eight months.
ok la, i didn't really work hard, else my result also wont be so-so only...

To be truthful, I've been browsing jobs online for the last 2 weeks. I want to be procurement executive! but most of the jobs are admin cum executive! i don't wish to be an admin anymore! i want to pass paper works to the admin person!
But well, all the job that i MIGHT be qualified are located at jurong/tuas area. - .- 

Therefore, I'm giving myself the courage to talk to my supervisor if i could pick up some buying skills and obviously i wan a pay increment! so that i can pay off my debts and save for my new room in less than 2 years time.
officially announcing that I'M A DIPLOMA HOLDER NOW OK! Highest qualification! Yahooo~ no more ITE higher nitect cert lo!
just that i have to wait for my cert to come which is next year Jan!

Hope god hears my cries and grant my wish?

<3 Zongjin

Law of attractions

Law of Attractions...

That's what I am learning now.

 

Its been pretty long ever since my last blog post.

Practically almost 8 months of not blogging?
Well, that's because my life is filled with work and sch life. What makes my blogging today is all thanks to the new Nuffnangx that's makes me want to blog again. But i can't guarantee that i will keep updating.

A little update of me is that I've completed my Diploma course slightly more than a month ago. and the last results is going to be out pretty soon, crossing my fingers for this last results. Feeling all nervous coz I'm afraid to see yet i wan to know too. Contradicting yeah, I know.
Time flew so quickly, now that i have more free time to myself that sometimes I do not know where is my goal of life is for now. Wanting to change a job, started to send resume, 1 responded but i rejected. Long story to be explained...
Anyways is OCTOBER! Happiest month for me i guess? Turning 21 years old in a few weeks time and my preparation for the party has been going  pretty good. Just that I'm left with my choice of cake and food servings! Waiting for that last few ppl's confirmation so that i can gage the no of ppl i shall order. :D

the effect of eczema

My first third encounter with this rash-looking hand.
The reason of why i said first and strike off is because for the first two time, i didn't bother and let it recover on it own. But that took quite a long time to do so.
For today, i decided to seek help. coz this time round, it comes and goes for almost a month?
Therefore, I'm getting a little worried. so yea, the doctors said i have eczema.
Better not to use soap to wash my hand too often. and best, Soap free products. Not ending yet, i have to keep my hands moisturized at all times. NOT EVEN ALLOWING IT TO GO DRY! so lots of lotion needs to be used. Yet, the lotion have to be fragrance free, better still, wat ph 0.5 products. OHMYHOLY!
All this info together with 3 medication, 1 cream and 2 days MC cost me 42 bucks! the most expensive diagnose I've ever taken!
And i really hate taking medication which i have to complete it! :'(

So whats paid is paid, I'm gonna take this 2 days to rest and complete my assignment!

♥Zongjin

Happy vday!

Happy Anniversary to my darLING.

may our friendship last.

Best friend forever k!

Really miss those sec 1 and 2 days, where we always stick together.

catch up soon again in before u start sch k!

Loveya,

darLING Zongjin

Jolene's 21st birdday!

Probably this is the worst and draggy post i ever made.

haven't been doing up post as i used to. Probably is because my life is pretty routine nowadays.

okay, lets not talk about my boring and lifeless life.

So here's what we did on Jolene's actual birthday!

There was a pre-celebration, but i guess actual day celebration are more worth in posting?

• left office and trained to Harbourfront
• giant for some grocery
• broadwalk into sentosa
• dinner at Ramen Play
• some monopoly deal and cake cutting
• chamwhore and lights off
• next day morning, some milo and off for a morning swim!
• showered, lunch at toast box
• off to imbia station for flower festival, 2011 flowers were nicer!
• headed back to hotel and headed home first to prepare for test!

that's basically what we did for a short 1 day 1 night staycation? 

it was a pretty last min thing so we didn't really plan anything! :)

But i did made a card for her k! she's the first and the last!

too lazy to transfer the photos though. :D

once again,

Happy Birthday Jolene!

♥zongjin

IT's ZHIYING's tweenteen

It's our Shortest and Smallest girl bday this week.

We had a pre-celebration for her!

She decided to have Ginza Bairin at ION!

Majority of us had curry rice. 

What is it called girls when we don't camwhore in the toilet?!!! HAHA!

We did some advance thingy to get all the things ready for this little girl to appear!

sorry ah, no info to be leak out in this case! :D

Or eles, it wont be called supprise already!

We made our way up to ION for her bday supprise.

Hope we did not spoil the supprise in any ways yea?!

After which, we started spaming the camera with our groups photos!

Its been so long the 5 of us last hang out tgt!

Overall, i believe that all of us had fun and did some catching up with each other.

One last photo with the bday girl, zhiying and a group photo!

♥Zongjin

ITS OCTOBER!

 WHEEE~ Its October, and it's the month where i'm born!
i feel damd old now with 2 candles sitting on the cake.
With this, it also means its time to be more mature and stop making silly decisions. :)

This year is the most surprise given year.
Had an advance celebration with the colleague ladies, with the awesome meal we had at Tong Le.
Although the cake part was spoilt, but well i still appreciate it!
Hmm... come to think of the cake, i believe it was Jiahui who went to place the cake there. :D
The cake was really nice, with a rice chocolate taste. ♥
Thank You my three ladies, @jiahui, @sandy, @grace with the present and celebration. 
hanging out with you girls are always wonderful and i'm glad that i know you girls. ♥


 On the actual day itself.

Met JACZZ for dinner over at fat boy's.

Aaron couldn't join us as he needs to book in. :(

and charmaine ended her teaching late, thus we could only manage to have a short catch up.

But.... i still had a good time laughing with charmaine doing all the nonsense stuffs at icekimo.

The most surprising thing ever, is that they actually gave me ang bao's this year!

OMG, seriously i have a bunch of crazy friends. Probably, all my friends knows that i love shopping recently, so all give me money spend! HAHA!

Once again, i thank all my girls who helped me celebrated this special day for me.
Really love all the things you girls done for me.
Love the bag from the 3 girls, and Ang Bao's from Li Jing and the surprise cake from her sister at the airport! Oh and another 2 Ang Bao's from Jolene and Zhi ying, which her birthday is coming too! ♥

Lastly, Happy Birthday to Myself!

♥Zongjin

To move or not?

A gentle quote a friend gave me.
No matter how Frustrated you are; don't forget to smile.
No matter how Urgent things are; always note the tone of your language.
No matter how Sad you are; don't forget to preserver to the end.
No matter how Tired you are; remember to love yourself.

I guess, i have really learned to keep these in my mind.
But when things turns the other way as you expected, i told myself that in any worse scenario, i still need to move on.
Preparing the worst results it could ever turn out next week, i have already prepare my heart well....Which is to move off from here and start again from scratch. 
The only hard thing that i can't let go is the people there.
I would say, they are all friendly, nice and easy to get along.
But... what is the point of staying when you need to do something out of your willingness?
Coming out with lots of excuses if i really need to move to that final decision.
Coz this is the best and only way to make myself feel better.

However, to all what i had said, by next week, i believe things would be fixed and i would decide by end of this month.
I really wished that things would turn well on my side after tomorrow...
Wish me the best of luck....

In deepest condolences to myself,
♥Zongjin 

Hello OCTopus!

Time really flies, 30 days of September just flew of in an blink of an eye!
Now getting my heart to prepare for October.
A joyfully month where i have great plans ahead!
Feeling all excited and pretty looking forward to it too!
Abandoning all my excitement, i really need to watch what and how i spend too!
With all these great plans ahead, meaning that i need to spend more in order to get all these event happen.

But there is always a saying, the money you earned are for spending eventually.
True, but saving some aside would defiantly make me feel safer. :D
However, i just cant control myself from spending, especially stopping myself from buying clothes.
In additional, been cabbing pretty often last month.
This really add on to my expenses, and a lunch trip to somewhere further can totally kill me for sure.

So from now on, i have to eat cheap food for lunch and save those up for my October's trip and celebration i guess?

And my conclusion for this post is that i need a rich and  sweet boyfriend. HAHAz

♥Zongjin

OHAI! been procastinate to do this entry up.
Took half day for thurs and here we go for a shopping spree to release my anger and stress that's going to burst out on wed morning!

Felt so great that i took half day since monday.
OhMy Goodness, nobody knows how explosive i can be because of a stupid slow learning person.
ok, i cannot totally blame her, its also my part to cover my colleague's work when she isn't around.

so after work, meet up with @jolenechusy.
Shopped and spend almost $20 just on post-it.
ha, i know its stupid when u eventually throw it aways after using.
but who cares when u are in a spending mood?!
haha!

To add on, that day was a special day that was our dear @charhahaha birthday, and we made some plans.
hope we did surprised her in all ways! <3
billy bombers and Ben & Jerry's was the focus of the day. :D

catch up with each other and bid goodbye. :))
Overall, i would say i really miss those days where we practically see each other for almost everyday!
We should really do another catch up real soon.
miss you girls.

Signing off,
<3 Zongjin

Quick update

Its been quite some time i last updated.

Or i should say, there isn't much to update when your life is just filled with work everyday.

But well, just a quick update.

Last week, met up with the girls, Sandy and Jia hui to get grace's birthday present.

Rush all the way down to town, and they were at paragon's agnès b.

Got her an envelop pouch and off to tamponpon for dinner.

Did little catch up and Cold Stone Creamery for desserts.

Didn't buy, as i was feeling so full from the dinner.

Then last Friday, we pre-celebrated our dear grace's birthday at Hard Rock!

My first time there, and i actually quite like the ambiance and FOOD!

Although, towards the end there were some spoiler's but i believed that we all enjoyed ourselves pretty much.

Its been a long time i last see them and i actually miss those schooling days with them, crapping and laughing over stupid stuffs.

As for this week, its just a week filled with work and no outings (ok i did, called my bro to ask if he is interested in picking me up after work on tue to go amk. and he got his belt which i paid as his bday present and got myself a wristlet too!). So now ust save money for next month's spending! :D

Next Thursday, i think we are going for a simple dinner to celebrate our dear Charmaine's birthday.

And i am considering to take half day leave anot, coz like that will bring some inconvenience to my another colleague as she would only be back on Thur afternoon. -.-

Well, shall see how it goes again.

ENDING OFF,

♥Zongjin

It's time for a change

Few more days and I complete my 3rd month working in STE.

As much as I complained in all my previous entries when I just started working.

I have a totally different thinking now.

I ENJOY MY WORK NOW.

Yes, it’s the truth. As much as you know, I shifted sit to another room, together with my manager and another perm staff. Ever since my day 2 sitting here, I felt happier, as days goes by I love coming to work already. Looking forward to go into office is my happiest thing in life to do. [I can't believe that I am saying this, but it is the fact]

To add on, a major life changing career option has been offered to me. Still in the mist of considering, yet, somehow I think I would have to do it no matter wat is my choice.

I need some advice now. :(

<3 Zongjin

half dead

Hello my dairy.
haven't been updating again.
this week flew real fast and its once again the long awaited weekend.
How precious it is to me nowadays.
And i have been OT-ing for the last two days of the week.
YES! OT!
if your followed me on twitter, you would have known that my job does not require me to do OT unless required.
All thanks to the auntie.
making me slack in the morning and early afternoon with work on hands and yet i cant do it.
Coz i'm supposed to show her how to do it.
OMG! and she usually comes to me after the 2nd/3rd requesting her to come over when she is more free.
which is probably 3 plus 4. This also caused trouble to be as there is always so work given at this timing. So the pile of work gets piled up.
It sounds complicating, but u wont know i stressed i feel for the last two days of the week and i requested an approve leave from my manager. Especially when that new auntie gave me an heart attack just before lunch in front of my manager.
if u really read my post/twits, u would have known that i was thinking to switch jobs once my 3 months "probation" is up. So while chatting with her, i told her i did had the mindset of switching job soon.
Yes, u are right she told my manager un-intentionally. Immediately, all of faces change. Gosh, she almost killed my life there.
Back to work, after teaching/showing her the work, she wanted to try at her own place, so i agreed.
but within every 5-10 mins, she would come over and request for help. With that she made my own work to continue drag on and on and onnnnnn.....
Thus, i came to a decision to take leave on Monday.
Hopefully, the work which was supposed to done friday and had some last min problems and to continue on monday, she can do it. I'm not, not willing to do it but well, without her, i can do things better and of course faster.
All i wish for now is please let them learn all the basic things on hand, so that i could have a better life.
I would be very appreciate if this happens like within the next 1-2weeks.

*so things are hard to explain, all i need is a pair of listening ears.

♥Zongjin

:D

As i read my archive post, my most recent post are filled with work entries.

Reading further down, i think my post are not creativity enough. Those even older entries are the worse, but cute. because i believe at that point of time i am the happiest and everything seems to be hack cared.

:D

Come to a thinking that this is just another working-life-post.

it kind of made me lazy to continue typing on.

however, i still wish to say that for these 3 weeks, (including this week) life at work is pretty un-entertaining.

There is 2 new comers. Which also means the two "senior" are leaving.

Making me a little worried as small little problems still arise every now and then.

Thus, i believe that small problems are now going to take a longer time to solve as compared to now.

Whatever! Now i cant wait for next weekend to come, coz its shopping time and soon my very first PH! yay!!!

<3 Zongjin 

sixteen july

16 July 2011

On a precious date with my besti. Friends cum neighbour for almost 11 years.

(i didn't even realise until i was counting back)

Its been a real long journey. From the 4 of us being together to 3 and now the two of us which is gonna last till forever.

Really need to treasure this friendship while we grow old together.

Back to topic.

After we got our own individual jobs, we don't really hang out as often as we used to in the past. But.... every outing we go, we enjoy as much. This time, i had prebook this lady like 3 weeks in advance?

Booked on a date and off we went for some shopping in the afternoon and BANGKOK JAM!

Not fantastic photos to show, but the food there is really awesome and we are going back there again!

As much as you can see from my expression (enjoying mango with sticky rice drizzle with coconut milk) how yummy the food was.

Price was reasonable, but one thing i dislike is their service.

For those who are going next time (google Bangkok Jam first link) order from those who are wearing black.

I believe that they are the more senior kind.

Dinnered and some shopping and home sweet home.

Enjoyed the day pretty much and i have just booked her again for my next shopping spree. tehehe!

♥Zongjin

catching up

My life is getting real bored with work, work and more work.

Not that there is a lot of work to do, but wat i am trying to say is that working took up majority of my time.

So last last sat, finally had the time to catch up with some of the peeps.

XLB at holland v, starbucks and home.

although time passed real fast when we were doing out catch up.

Well, we always have another time to contiune.

Now, i am seeing myself getting lazy-ier to do up entries here.

But, will definatly post up my last sat trip to bangkok jam.

Enjoying the food there with my dearest friend.

shall blog again soon. Promise.

<3 Zongjin

awaits

Awaiting for the right guy to love me in his thousands ways.

<3

a funny day where i lost my pass

Its FRIDAY! Out of the week, i love friday the most. Coz its the most forward looking day, where i can enjoy my weekends no matter going out or just slacking my day of at home. <3

Probably if u follow me on twitter, i posted that i finally got my staff pass after more than a month. What could be the most happiest thing is that i do not need to exchange my 1 day pass with my ic, DAILY. I lost my pass on the following day. During my tea break, how awesome could it be HUH!

So the super panic me went back to search for it. Worse out of Worse, we climbed staris down from the 6 floor canteen all the way down.

After 2 rounds of it, i gave up and seek help from my manager. She gave me the "OMG, 6 floors to climb face" and the already climb twice which equivalent to 12 floors, my legs were like jelly.

Cant help to keep laughing when we got up.

And there it was, on the canteen table floor which we sat just now.

You cant imagine all of their expression when karen, said to the rest of the colleague that aiyo, one green pass on the floor and u did not see it. After which all of them said that they should buy 4D.

Well, i was super relived that at least it was found, or eles 50Bucks eh!

Enough of my missing pass, tmr is a baking day. Actually, to be honest i kind of being lazy to bake these day. Hopefully i wont go out of interest one fine day. Coz after investing on so much equipment i do not wish to see them laying on the house without any good use. :D

<3 Zongjin

i need colours in my life

Here i am staring infront of the computer and do not know what to blog about.

Been wanting to update but well, a working life doesn't give me much entertaining life to allow me to blog interestingly.

All i do is work, home and sleep. Same goes for my weekends. Well not that i did not want to hang out a lovely Saturday afternoon at a cafe and relax chatting with my friends. Just that it is almost to the end of the month and i going broke, again. Ain't that just an excuse for majority of the girls in singapore? haha

And its still sometime away from my next pay, my very first full pay. BUT i still have to clear my debts and save some. NOT to get some branded stuff for myself as reward or for an overseas trip. This money is saved for my future studies, if i really decided to.

So money to me really matters. Putting on determination to save as much as possible! So friends, lets not go those attas restaurant and eat k. we go kopitiam. EH! coffee shop also got cheap and good food de ok! :D

Apart from pay day, going to work is the most sian part. Suddenly, there is so much things to do for the last two days of the week. I admit that i got a little stressed up when one of my colleague passed me some work, where i rarely handle and still quite unsure of it.

I know she got pissed and i got stressed. Please understand that i am still learning, this is not a everyday work. It only happens once in a blue moon. So try to be understandable.

*really starting to dislike my work environment. Not the work, but the people there. Maybe i'm still in the mindset of i treat people nice, they will too. But i'm wrong. I just wish that my weekends stays there and monday never arrives.